Monday, March 15, 2010
- YOU THINK YOU ARE ALWAYS RIGHT? HAVE YOU EVER THOUGHT OF YOUR WRONGS? I ALWAYS HAVE TO BE THE ONE IN THE WRONG RIGHT? IF YOU DISLIKE ME SO MUCH, LET ME GO WHERE I WANT TO GO AND JUST LET ME BE HAPPY. I WOULD BE BETTER OFF THERE ANYWAY. DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW LONG I HAVEN'T BEEN HAPPY? DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I WANT TO LEAVE THIS WORLD?
- let's just put on a smile and act like nothing's wrong. i know it's hard, but that's the best i can do when there's nothing else to be happy about. but the only thing that brings joy to my life is having someone to talk to and have by my side 24/7. this may not be much, but there's nothing else we can possibly do in this world. nothing is perfect.
; i know we make mistakes, but if you make the same mistakes over an over again, i can't forgive you anymore. i can't take the blame when i have done nothing wrong. and i am not going to stand for that. i am not going to be like those who do the wrong but claim it's for the better, i am not going to turn into a person like you. you ruin people's lives, and you think it's for their own good. you have no idea how much you have hurt me over the past years. you think you are suffering the most?, you think you have the worst life?
; you may not know this, but i am sorry for everything wrong that i have done to you. i am extremely and sincerely sorry. i know i can get angry. it's not because of what you do, it's my own problems and i should not vent my anger out on you.
; everything that happens in life has a purpose. this post, has a purpose. i am trying to apologise to those i have done wrong to and confront those who have done wrong to me.
currently pissed off.
- let's just put on a smile and act like nothing's wrong. i know it's hard, but that's the best i can do when there's nothing else to be happy about. but the only thing that brings joy to my life is having someone to talk to and have by my side 24/7. this may not be much, but there's nothing else we can possibly do in this world. nothing is perfect.
; i know we make mistakes, but if you make the same mistakes over an over again, i can't forgive you anymore. i can't take the blame when i have done nothing wrong. and i am not going to stand for that. i am not going to be like those who do the wrong but claim it's for the better, i am not going to turn into a person like you. you ruin people's lives, and you think it's for their own good. you have no idea how much you have hurt me over the past years. you think you are suffering the most?, you think you have the worst life?
; you may not know this, but i am sorry for everything wrong that i have done to you. i am extremely and sincerely sorry. i know i can get angry. it's not because of what you do, it's my own problems and i should not vent my anger out on you.
; everything that happens in life has a purpose. this post, has a purpose. i am trying to apologise to those i have done wrong to and confront those who have done wrong to me.
currently pissed off.
what we could have been, 8:31 AM.
Saturday, February 27, 2010
Heyy people!
nothing much happened today..
didnt go out or anything..
woke up - whole body aching.
msn-ed, facebook-ed.
&& chatted w baby e whole day! :D
that's just about it!
♥
nothing much happened today..
didnt go out or anything..
woke up - whole body aching.
msn-ed, facebook-ed.
&& chatted w baby e whole day! :D
that's just about it!
♥
what we could have been, 4:05 AM.
Friday, February 26, 2010
LOL, headed out to KFC at Bedok Inter w Daniel, Jessie and Shariz aft getting chased out by Mr Jit. -.-
went thr, slack like hell, eat2, disturb jessie.
Some things Daniel and Shariz talked abt:
1. Bananas
2. How difficult it is 2 DRINK mashed potatoes
3. Being gay
4. Hot Guys
5. Cat
6. Being gay
7. Bananas
:D
that's it!
what we could have been, 6:12 AM.
Thursday, February 18, 2010
Staring out into the world across the street
You hate the way your life turned out to be
He's pulling up in the driveway and you don't make a sound
Cause you always learn to hold the things you want to say
Your always going to be afraid
[Chorus:]
There's only hate
There's only tears
There's only pain
There is no love here
Oh so what will you do?
There's only lies
There's only fears
There's only pain
There is no love here
Broken down like a mirror smashed to peices
You learned the hard way to shut your mouth and smile
If these walls could talk they would have so much to say
Cause everytime you fight the scars are gonna heal but there never gonna go away
[Chorus:]
There's only hate
There's only tears
There's only pain
There is no love here
Oh so what will you do?
There's only lies
There's only fears
There's only pain
There is no love here
Oh no So what will you do?
Your falling, your screaming
Your stuck in the same old nightmare
He's lying, your crying
There's nothing left to salvage
Kick the door cause this is over
Get me out of here
(Kick the door)
[Chorus:]
There's only hate
There's only tears
There's only pain
There is no love here
Oh so what will you do?
There's only lies
There's only fears
There's only pain
There is no love here
Tell me what will you do?
There's only hate
There's only tears
There's only pain
There is no love here.
nothing to post.
You hate the way your life turned out to be
He's pulling up in the driveway and you don't make a sound
Cause you always learn to hold the things you want to say
Your always going to be afraid
[Chorus:]
There's only hate
There's only tears
There's only pain
There is no love here
Oh so what will you do?
There's only lies
There's only fears
There's only pain
There is no love here
Broken down like a mirror smashed to peices
You learned the hard way to shut your mouth and smile
If these walls could talk they would have so much to say
Cause everytime you fight the scars are gonna heal but there never gonna go away
[Chorus:]
There's only hate
There's only tears
There's only pain
There is no love here
Oh so what will you do?
There's only lies
There's only fears
There's only pain
There is no love here
Oh no So what will you do?
Your falling, your screaming
Your stuck in the same old nightmare
He's lying, your crying
There's nothing left to salvage
Kick the door cause this is over
Get me out of here
(Kick the door)
[Chorus:]
There's only hate
There's only tears
There's only pain
There is no love here
Oh so what will you do?
There's only lies
There's only fears
There's only pain
There is no love here
Tell me what will you do?
There's only hate
There's only tears
There's only pain
There is no love here.
nothing to post.
what we could have been, 5:19 AM.
Monday, February 15, 2010
went to town to watch fireworks at Marina Bay from e 44th floor of a building. :D
what we could have been, 7:46 AM.
Sunday, February 7, 2010
Saturday, February 6, 2010
heyylowww.
just came back from an early family reunion dinner..
ate ALOT.
during dinner, my uncles, aunties, cousins took turns carrying lil sis. (:
each almost all of them had their eyes digged at. haha.
den daddy poke poke my bicep den keep poking.
den bla bla bla..
daddy sent me home.
so now doing this.
lazy type uhh..
Till here.
just came back from an early family reunion dinner..
ate ALOT.
during dinner, my uncles, aunties, cousins took turns carrying lil sis. (:
each almost all of them had their eyes digged at. haha.
den daddy poke poke my bicep den keep poking.
den bla bla bla..
daddy sent me home.
so now doing this.
lazy type uhh..
Till here.
what we could have been, 7:01 AM.
