- YOU THINK YOU ARE ALWAYS RIGHT? HAVE YOU EVER THOUGHT OF YOUR WRONGS? I ALWAYS HAVE TO BE THE ONE IN THE WRONG RIGHT? IF YOU DISLIKE ME SO MUCH, LET ME GO WHERE I WANT TO GO AND JUST LET ME BE HAPPY. I WOULD BE BETTER OFF THERE ANYWAY. DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW LONG I HAVEN'T BEEN HAPPY? DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I WANT TO LEAVE THIS WORLD?
- let's just put on a smile and act like nothing's wrong. i know it's hard, but that's the best i can do when there's nothing else to be happy about. but the only thing that brings joy to my life is having someone to talk to and have by my side 24/7. this may not be much, but there's nothing else we can possibly do in this world. nothing is perfect.
; i know we make mistakes, but if you make the same mistakes over an over again, i can't forgive you anymore. i can't take the blame when i have done nothing wrong. and i am not going to stand for that. i am not going to be like those who do the wrong but claim it's for the better, i am not going to turn into a person like you. you ruin people's lives, and you think it's for their own good. you have no idea how much you have hurt me over the past years. you think you are suffering the most?, you think you have the worst life?
; you may not know this, but i am sorry for everything wrong that i have done to you. i am extremely and sincerely sorry. i know i can get angry. it's not because of what you do, it's my own problems and i should not vent my anger out on you.
; everything that happens in life has a purpose. this post, has a purpose. i am trying to apologise to those i have done wrong to and confront those who have done wrong to me.
currently pissed off.
what we could have been, 8:31 AM.